pieced

a small piece in this world, i float in a sea of uncertainty. seabirds pass by - heading towards their evolutionary-trained life directions. i am but a small idle piece left - heedless and needful. above i yearn for the sullen clouds to pent. at the very least, allow my wearied self to be kissed by god's golden pecks.


--
puffin by skomer island | wales
june 2015

almost

"and it was an almost kiss. i left then you left. we never truly found out what it meant or what it could have turned out to be."



photo:
puffins in skomer island, wales
june 2015

seeing deep

and contemplating a life ahead


photo:
puffin in skomer island
wales, united kingdom
june 2015

de-compose

a love for life and nature requires an understanding and affirmation of the reality of death and dying. 


photos:
skomer island
wales, united kingdom
june 2015

lonesome

a candle is spent lighted - in lighted spaces - filling the whites with what could's and what would's. in darkness then the eyes lose their purpose. there is nothing else but blankness - in blanked spaces - emptying the blacks with regrets and remorse of the what could's and what would's.

i saw you figuring a likeness to someone's echoes of being a nomad - of excising freedom from the world's excessive attachments. i never felt it with my empty posts.

would you have loved me if i could have informed you of some intimate delicateness in me that responds to your presence. i would not have immediately admitted that it was love. it could have been a sense of caring, a feeling of comforted convenience. maybe a spark that could have flourished into an ardour of what love might be. what could's and what would's. what might have been. 

and what seems to have happened is losing the flame. the warmth. the light. my vision towards an us had been shortsighted. i am now stuck in my empty place. blank spaces.


photo:
aberystwyth, wales
united kingdom
june 2015 

letters to you

you start a new challenging phase. perhaps, to celebrate an unwavering belief for nature, an unyielding conviction to life.

you decide to reprise your letters anew.

with hope, you continue with consistent presence. persevere in reminding to see humanity and nature co-exist with hope and kindness, with both preservation and change for positive action.

watch from your sheltered window. read from your well-kept notes and books. write from what calls not only from your mind but with your heart. walk out from your bubble. bring your bare feet to touch and feel the earth, and be one with the world.

photo:
darwin college | cambridge
united kingdom
july 2015